Sunday, October 17 2010
THE TONTI/ALONTI PURPOSE IN OUR LIVES The following quotation expresses Swiss psychologist Carl G. Jung’s concept of Individuation —unification of the two poles of being within each one of us. It amplifies left/right brain differences that delineate male-female consciousness. The anima is a personification of all feminine psychological tendencies in a man’s psyche, such as vague feelings and moods, prophetic hunches, receptiveness to the irrational, capacity for personal love, feeling for nature, and—last but not least—his relation to the unconscious It is the presence of the anima that causes a man to fall suddenly in love when he sees a woman for the first time and knows at once that this is ‘she.’ .The secret aim of the unconscious is to force a man to develop and to bring his own being to maturity by integrating more of his unconscious personality and bringing it into his real life. Our problem today is that the inner poles are not generally recognized as an inner power. One that has become negative, reflecting our lack of understanding of this stage of mankind’s evolvement and creating a rise in transexual and homosexual experiences. This aspect of the anima’s influence can be compared to the Sirens of mythology who lured men to their death by promising much; then delivering nothing. If this stage of growth is understood and allowed to mature as intended, the anima/alonti within can actually prepare a man for the right woman and a fulfilling relationship. Likewise, the animus/tonti can pepare woman for the right man relationship. Then balanced individuals enter a relationship that will not be based on lack each expects the other to supply. In spiritual terms their power to manifest as love directs, in perect harmony with this great creative force, is not only doubled but quadrupled. Such relationships are lacking in our world because we do not understand the necessity of balanced poles within each partner before fulfillment can be realized. Woman experiences development of her masculine or left-brain qualities and attitudes by contacting and connecting to Tonti —the masculine principle of God — her male within. She can then utilize these logical qualities in her female expression for balance. Man experiences development of his feminine or right-brain qualities and attitudes by contacting and connecting Alonti — the feminine principle of God — to his female within, and can thus utilize these qualities in his male expression to achieve balance. Now the true joining of man and woman can take place since both inner and outer poles are developed and individual balance is achieved, resulting in a far deeper and more compatible relationship. Many are experiencing the awakening of their inner pole, and without understanding its true purpose are resorting to homosexual relationships that create problems and disappointment. Realize this distinction. The Love force, for example, can be experienced/shared in same sex relationships. But when you include the force we call sex, problems arise because this great creative force is not designed to express except in balance through nature’s two natural poles of expression. Otherwise, control is forfeited and negative results are experienced. We need a deeper and different understanding to help us traverse this evolutionary step that is accomplishing individual balance as preparation for true mating and expression of more of our original unity. The terms Tonti given as my connection to the divine masculine principle and Alonti as the divine feminine principle for man signify our eternal mates. Incidentally, both Tonti and Alonti become totally and delightfully personal.
What Are Your Dreams Telling You? (Bookstore) covers both Jung’s theory of Individuation and Edgar Cayce’s Self-Realization in greater depth.
Copyright © 2010 A Lá Lansün
Sunday, September 19 2010
BREAKTHROUGH INSIGHT! My God! That’s what it meant. . .the dream in which I was embraced by an upright big male bear and then walked on. . .
Today, August 2008, I wrote two legally paraphrased letters that ended false obligations created by their errror. I think there is a fear-tactic script reserved to use on women, but I was beyond fear, secure in my Tonti connection to Woman's eternal mate, and as I sealed the last envelope a wave of incredible JOY flooded all through me. Full circle. How many fears have I walked through as a woman in our male-oriented society; as a single parent without financial or emotional support; through the deaths of terminally ill parents and a dear son-in-law . . . and come up OVER! I made it! echoed over and over in my head! My very personal inner Tonti Connection took me through it all to celebrate eighty-eight years last month. Insight kept rolling: This is what Servicemen I met during World War II meant. Exposed to the shattering fear they met in their war experiences, they literally passed beyond the fear threshold!! And they said this freedom lasts once attained. Through left-brain abilities developed by the demands of life situations I was able to connect inwardly to divine Masculine Principle mind and power and let it work for me in outer reality. I was Woman, Feminine Principle incarnate, strong and sure. The Declaration of Independence dream, given so many years ago was realized. I had not accepted the terms the Great Lie* creation story enforced on Woman; the myth of male sueriority to demean woman. I met its challenges, even as a single parent, without subservience to its demeaning support --and I won! And this is the lesson. . . Woman must let all earth safety nets go if they forfeit her true nature. And stand tall in her Reality as the Beloved of Him, the male principle of God; secure in the care of her eternal mate. Consider how Webster defines forfeit: 1. Something that one loses or has to give up because of some crime or neglect of duty; specif., a fine or penalty 2. A thing taken away as a penalty for making some mistake. . ., and redeemable by a specified action. It is time for specified action! It is a universal crime when we deny our true nature and neglect to honor it. I also saw why I endured the long enslavement and its consequences as each time woman meets her challenges with courage and integrity power is added to Woman’s Collective Consciousness bank for her to draw on. Now the Tonti Connection can be revealed in its entirety and this process made clear and accomplishable. So Check Your Dream Messages For:
· Any dream or inspirational key you can easily relate to this idea or process. Dear Ones, we are completing an ancient and important journey! The Delai Lama summed it up when he said the world would be saved by Western Woman. So let us welcome our Feminine Principles in form complete, once more aligned with their eternal mate, God’s Masculine Principle of Creation.
The Gift of Eternal Life is now within mankind’s reach
as Woman leads the way! Copyright © 2010 A Lá Lansün Thursday, September 09 2010
THE TONTI CONNECTION AWAKENING BEGAN IN THE 1950s!
This wonderful channeled reception titled ADAM AWAKES became available in book form in the 1950s and I read it in 1955 after receiving the first Tonti concept message. Not until 2009 was the word "Connection" added during meditation and I was given permission to speak of it. Thus some must be ready to accomplish these reunions, as will all one day. [Edited slightly to update words.]
My dearly Beloved, harken to my wisdom. Comes a time unto every man when he saiys: "Where is the creature who is complement to myself? Behold I am but half a soul. I perceive in the depths of my creation that I am incomplete. I have left remnants of myself up the shores of Time. I know not fullness in my being.?
What is this fulfillment of being, Beloved, but man's hunger for womanflesh, that she may make total of him? What is that hunger which assaileth the female of man's species, but that she shall know her masculine soul-stuff from which she separated before the sun and stars spawned?
Woman originally was not different from man, for verily men are women constantly, and women are men, as it pleaseth the half* of the soul to exercise. l say unto you, it were best from the beginning that man in his spirit should be divided. That which was tender and longsuffering within himself was best set apart, that he should be rejoined to it when the End Times are come.
What meaneth One Flesh? I say that men and women, as ye do witness them in earth-life at the moment, are warp and woof of identical cosmic stuffs; they are one person divided into two; they are the Alpha and Omega of all existence, unit unto unit, in lambent consciousness. Yet, I say unto you more.
The time has come, in that which ye call civilization, when a man shall look upon the wife of his bosom and perceive her for what she is. She has traveled a long and thorny road with him. She has been the softer and tenderer aspect of himself, inculcated in an organism that preserveth his species by becoming fecund and giving birth unto the vehicles for expression of offspring on your earthplane. Should she not be honored for this? What merit has she otherwise if man looks upon her to lust after her and, having satisfied his lust, abandons her to the trials and rigors of earth's fortunes?
Woman has come unto Man and said unto him: I am your passion and your amour, I am your sweet thought at sundown when the lily hath her folding; I am your good angel and your benediction when that which ye have strived in has been crowned with its emoluments; I am your compassion and your comrade; I am she who takes upon herself the ennoblements you have defaulted in and holds them up that ye may see them lambently."
And yet I tell you, Beloved, man who takes woman unto his bosom takes but himself in all those aspects in which he defaults as his masculine flesh.
Men and women, I tell you, are identical creations, made to fit and mold each into the other, knowing neither grossness nor satiations in their nurturings. They are completings of what the Father ordained the Soul to be: well-rounded in its aspects, seasoned and purified of base carnalities, living in a prescient triumph of what Life could do in surmounting Flesh, satiate only in those matters that pertain to Holy Spirit.
Love has a gift to make unto Life. It has Completion of Divine intent Manifested. Thou art the Alpha and Omega of that intent. Thou art holy in thy First Principles no matter how rendered.
Behold, the lover seeks his beloved. All is of gratification unto their union. Pray, what is gratification which they experience thus richly? I say that it is only knowledge that they are one flesh, that they belong together in the eternal tide of unitings, that they have a mission rendering to the other the sweet measurings of devotions.
Without such knowledge of the higher values, Beloved, behold them merely as human beasts rutting. Their godhood deserts them. It gives them no spiritual increase. I say unto you that wheresoever a man lies with a woman without love in his heart richly for that which she fulfills in his life, he is a creature of fornication and his passions return unto him, wracking him forever and knowing no fulfillment.
l say it is no sin that a man sincerely loves a female and cohabits with her, desiring that union be manifest between them. l say it is every sin that they fornicate for lust and holy spirit abides apart from their emotions, leaving it to bodies to make that union sacrosanct.
I say it is venality, Beloved, that devotions of bodies, yea even devotions of souls, be left upon the ramparts of tattered heart-hopes while the spirit seeketh satiation of that which is but chemical. That is abomination; that is perversion.
Heaven and earth are alike in this, Beloved, that where sweet love based upon respect and union abides, ever is there sweet tranquility of license. Men were not made for women nor were women made for men. Women have come forth from the essence of men that they might complete them up eons of circumstance, saying unto them in crisis: "Lo, be at peace, for am l not with you? The rod and the staff of my constancy strengtheneth you. The strong right arm of my loyalty upholds you. I am your Better Self, ordained of the Ages. Abide ye in me and I with you, and let us raise up offspring unto our intrinsic Holiness that future generations may adulate us, that we have done this thing in purity.
Such is true marriage, Beloved. Have the man-soul and the woman-soul been pure and constant unto one another, belonging to a common property, eschewing all other unions that theirs might be unified? When ye have been told that such is made in Heaven, know that it has been higher planes of life which have made it tangible in flesh, blood, energies and aspirations.
I, your wiser **Elder Brother,would have it said unto you by my lips that men and women loving unifiedly and deeply, no matter what the manner of their cohabitation, are the Truly Wedded in sight of the Host. What has the body to do with a wedding pledged of spirit, that each should make the other's strugglings and perplexities his own and stand strongly at the shoulder till all victories be accomplished?
I tell you that marriage is not joining of mortal bodies in wedlock; it is spiritual union of similar vibrations, far above the wonder that earthly men call sex***. Thus are Men and Women rendered one unit by the Host, beloved. And their auras proclaim them, that weddings have joined them. Venalities are all those relationships where such colorings are absent. They are assignations of the night with foulness a couch for them. So hear me say it.
Ye do know your wives and sweethearts, men of flesh. But what have ye truly but emotional complements and completions of yourselves, held ever sacred in that they are fashioned of constancy and spiritual contentments?
And whence comes such contentments? I say they come of mutual aspirations gratified; that ye be one and only one in your single eschewments; living, laboring for the harvest of perfect union which comes in when souls have risen above earthly fornications, and the light of everlasting permanence sanction your relationship; that ye have looked upon each other and been content with what was sighted. So ever be it.
I am not one to condemn a soul in that it has looked for complement and been thwarted. I do not condemn, I only point sweetly to the mutual increments of comradeship, that each soul-half may partake of it and see in the other his godhood glowing radiantly.
Thus I adjure that ye go hence and practice it. PEACE.
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*See Polarity- The Great Law, (Reflections of Light tab) explains the half-soul man/half-soul woman manifestations. ** Jesus the Christ ***...Sons and Daughters of Light manifest with an infinitely higher vibratory rate, making it of moment that they be circumspect of contacts: therefore they unite circumspectly. ...verily there are those who have need of great instruction. ...I say they shall have it, from those who spread radiance in that they spread it.
The Golden Scripts "The Crux of Life" Chapter 61, Lines 86, 87, On your Browser log on to Soulcraft Teachings for a Treasury of Spiritual Litrerature.
INSTRUCTION HAS ARRIVED! LET THE RADIANCE BEGIN!
 SACRED SEX AND THE POWER OF TRUE LOVE
What is referred to as sexual energy is really not sexual at all – It is the creative force and potential that underlies all existence.
Our souls were birthed out of the cosmic womb or void where union, cohesion and oneness was all that was experienced – duality had not yet been birthed. In this state there was no “Self” and “Other”. The Source of all that is wished to create experience and reflect back to itself existence, thus the original division of energies occurred creating masculine and feminine polarities or yin and yang, yet each polarity contained within it a portion of the opposite energy.
It is difficult for most of us to conceive of the words sacred and sexual in the same context. The truth about Creation, sexuality and awakening has been distorted and cloaked in secrecy for thousands of years. There is a full spectrum of expression available to us, from a lower chakra experience akin to friction to ecstasy, soul fusion, transcendence and unifying your physical and multidimensional aspects.
The main ingredients precluding most of us from having this type of experience are a blocked energy field, a closed heart, the inherited distorted patterns of our ancestors, a disconnect from our original innocence, and connecting with others whose energies reflect the energy of our personality and not our soul's energy.
What we are really looking for in another is our self – Self meaning our essential nature – the essence or specific vibratory signature of our soul – when we do come into contact with a matching soul frequency what is reflected back to us in our joining is the love we are made of. In the beginning our souls were birthed in innocence and purity – and we experienced all facets of life with wide-eyed wonder, magic, joy and appreciation.
The urge to merge or reunite with that which created us, is woven into the very fabric of our being. The original impulse for union was borne out of desire of the lover and beloved to be at One with one another after their original split. The magnetic pull or impulse for union is an expression of your adoration and deep abiding love when truly with a soul essence partner. Your joining is on every level; heart, body, mind and soul; your fusion recreates creation itself and blends the male and female energy into a single consciousness. There is no thought involved. It is the natural and spontaneous progression for your soul during its evolutionary journey.
The way to open to this type of experience depends on your capacity to cultivate Joy, wonder, and appreciation for all life. When you truly view your self and your life as sacred, you can reach profound states of awareness by gazing into your lover’s eyes - and have eternity looking back at you. True intimacy requires us to Love, honor, cherish, trust, respect, and the ability to truly surrender to one another. There is no drama, no manipulating or reenacting childhood wounds. You love for the sake of loving because you’ are so full of love; you just have to let it out.
In some ways an attempt to encapsulate an experience of this nature diminishes it.
There is no greater power in this world than the power generated by true love and soul union. There is no greater gift than to be with one who truly knows and reflects your essence back to you. For in its highest form, desire for union with another is really the desire to experience their essence. Inherent within this union is the ability to collapse duality, unify the masculine and feminine energies within and restore balance to the planet.
These are not esoteric concepts to me. I have had the gift of experiencing this type of union with multiple soul partners from my original soul family. This path is not for the faint of heart as along with profound states of union may come all of the unconscious patterns preventing one from experiencing union as the natural state of being. It is worth giving all you have for once you have experienced this type of union; traditional types of partnering based on personality may repel you. Ultimately, all your searching will lead you back to yourself. The self that knows Joy is our natural state and Love is our true nature.
Xo
---Ansara
Ansaraangelheart.com
Copyright (c) 2010 Solarium Analytika
This sums up what the Tonti-Alonti Connection is all about. My heartfelt thanks to Ansara for sharing this with us. A La Lansun
Monday, July 26 2010
On July 24 I reached 88 years of existing on this planet, and this is a most important question that keeps coming to mind. Where did Silence go? Maybe these questions supply the answer.
It seems to me that my daughter’s generation was the last generation that knew what silence actually was. Or how important it is to our general welfare. Frankly, I’m glad I’m eighty-eight. I hope they’re right and a “new world” is now in the making. Maybe somewhere in the process people will become sufficiently crazy from the constant noise to demand that the first rule of the new world be: Reintroduce Silence! But I doubt if anybody under the age of fifty even knows what I’m talking about. A Lá Lansün Thursday, June 03 2010
Modern civilization has made woman a little wiser, but . . . He was shiny clean, even dressed in cutoff shorts and an old T-shirt. An old bicycle held a worn bag of tools. The red setter with him wagged a friendly greeting, unimpressed by my dog's bold challenge from behind the safety of the screen door. The challenge is good! We need to balance our emotional nature with mental clarity and a degree of detachment and discernment. We need to be assertive when principles are at stake. There's a lot of down-home wisdom in the saying "The hand that rocks the cradle rules the world." But what are we doing to help the growing number of women who struggle alone to make ends meet? What are we doing to change an economic system that demands two salaries to have a home and ignores the result -- children, guardians of our future, often left to the care of others who may not be qualified for this important job? _____________________ Copyright (c) 2007 by Anne Forrest Elmore Solarium Analytika Tuesday, May 18 2010
PRAYER OF LIGHT The clouds obscuring from man's sight his own reality O, Christ of me, gird up thy loins and meet the bitter fray. Tuesday, May 18 2010
Dear Readers, this teaching is sent to help those of you who are having visions of future events that are unsettling or frightening. They sometimes come in dreams, too, so I hope this will help.
PRECOGNITION
“Our Love and thoughts are sent to you for the purpose of teaching an important precept. Over the centuries humanity is coming to realize that the inner feelings they have of pre-knowledge of events yet to be is not just imagination, but a powerful ability to work with as a tool for living. This is usually termed “precognition,” and can occur during a vivid dream that is remembered with intense clarity upon awakening; seen in a sudden waking vision, or even coming as sudden definite knowledge into the mind. Why does this happen, and how?
When you are in existence as a spiritual being, your memories of countless centuries are usually intact, although you have the ability to put aside what is no longer necessary to work with at any given time. Your eternal soul being has gained tremendous knowledge throughout the experiences gained from teachings received in the shining Halls of Knowledge, from observation, and from numerous lifetimes on your planet and on many others. You have full awareness of events that have happened in the past, are happening in the present (or the current period of attention of the soul being), and far into the future. This is the ordinary reality of your being. When you decide to incarnate into human form, you know that all of these memories and abilities will be veiled off from your new personality’s mind. The lifetime must be lived with only basic abilities and guidance from those who have agreed to stay with you and help fulfill the purpose you decided upon. This is not an easy decision; it is like the soul entity giving up its life entirely to enter a state of forgetfulness. But, the need and drive for perfection is very strong, and if there is no other way to learn what is needed to be learned, a human incarnation is embarked upon. There are other reasons, to be sure, including one of self-sacrifice out of pure Love in order to help those in human form evolve at a higher rate, or to give assistance to those in deep need. All of that tremendous knowledge is stored in what is now called the subconscious mind:, either until the human personality gains the ability to tap into it, or until the soul entity leaves the body and returns to spirit, when recall of this knowledge will gradually be returned to that consciousness. Today, the evolution of the human mind, the rising of consciousness, is allowing many people to unconsciously tap into this great storehouse of knowledge and spiritual ability. The veil is thinning, especially when there is the real effort to learn through meditation, deep thought and study about what and who you are. When precognition enters your conscious mind, it is a form of seeing with the soul mind, which can see backwards and forwards at any time. Future events that are of intense energy contain such strong vibrations that they push out through time and space with tremendous force. That force, coming backwards, so to speak, is what intensifies your own vibrations to the point where awareness of that event becomes a visible scene or an active point of knowledge. Even if the future happening seems to be of little importance relatively, it may have to do with a turning point in your life that will have important ramifications later on. Look at this way: you are picking up strong signals from the future as a radio receiver or television set receives from the present. The wars and religious disputes of today, combined with increasing earth changes, are sending even stronger frequencies of energy into the minds of humanity. It can be very frightening to those of you who are sensitive enough to “see” some of these things as occurring in the future. How do you deal with this? First of all, realize now what is happening. Most of the time, the event has nothing to do with you, so take it as an interesting glimpse of what is to be. Have a journal if this happens frequently in which to inscribe the experiences as you see them. When the events do occur, you will be able to verify them from your writings. Often, in these times of immense changes, terrible tragedies are seen, for they give off explosive vibrations that many people pick up, even if they have not developed their spiritual awareness. This is a frightening experience and even more so when the tragedy does happen just as seen in the mind. Please know that this is not a message to you to try to warn people or try to make it not occur. In very few instances can anything be done to change that future. There is no guilt here; nothing you must do. Being able to receive these transmissions includes the sometimes unfortunate ability to receive reception of all kinds of vibrations, the bad along with the good. If this is the case, learn to be objective about such visions, mourn what is to be and pray for those ill-fated enough to be caught in them; that is all you can and should do. Many times your Spiritual Teachers and Angels will use this method of giving you personal warnings about a probably traumatic event that is in your path. You will know the difference in this kind of vision, for it will have a deep emotional impact upon your mind and nervous system. You will know that you can avoid this happening if you pay attention to the message that is being given. It is simple enough to turn aside and go a different way or to avoid the action you were about to take. These are very loving blessings that are given to help you avoid traumatic events that are not necessary for your learning process. If such an event has nothing to do with either your purpose or to fulfill a karmic debt, the warning will not be given. Small flashes of future, or even past events, will sometimes dart into the mind, reminding one that here is something you have done before, or a place that is instantly familiar, though you have never been there before or experienced the event. This is called Déjà Vu in your society, and is a form of precognition like a small flash of lightening going to your mind from your subconscious mind. It is sometimes frightening, sometimes intriguing. It is one of those fascinating things that makes your lives exciting and interesting. There are those with sufficient mental powers who have been progressing instead of regressing their minds into their own futures and picking up scenes of society far into the next century and beyond. Please realize that what is seen may not be precisely your own soul experience, but what your spiritual mind can observe to be probably present in the future. Some of what is projected onto the mind’s picture screen are scenes of devastation and of groups of people learning to exist on a primitive basis. Others see magnificent new cities and space ships from Earth penetrating far into the universe. The future is an enormous set of probabilities and what one person picks up on is only one pathway that contains events that may happen. Another mind will pick up a future probability on quite another pathway. It is well to understand that the path humanity eventually actually takes will be determined by humanity itself. Use these openings to the future as a way to realize the necessity of learning to love and help each other, for that is the only way to find the beautiful Golden Paths to the future. Many of those who have the ability to sense what lies ahead in the next few years are making many predictions regarding the physical condition of the world and the changing societies of humankind. Many of the predictions will come true, but some will be changed because of positive or negative actions on the part of the men and women who really make their own determinations of what life will be. If the way looks dim and tragic, and circumstances seem sure to happen, use your own Powers of Creation to make changes for the better. You have yet to understand the power each of you has at your fingertips! Visualize the probable future tragic events in ways that will turn them aside; visualize and project waves of Love over the entire world, especially aimed toward those who are on a path of hatred and futility; the waves will be felt. If thousands of people turn their thoughts to Love and peace, it will happen. It is as simple and profound as that. There are some factors that are, and will always be, present in the Plan of God that cannot be changed, but there are infinite possibilities that can be changed and directed toward the betterment of humankind. You create your own life, your own future. What you see in dreams or visions can be a tool for you to use in your own way. Look around you now. The future is contained in one minute from now! Anything can happen in that minute. Perhaps the phone will ring; perhaps you knew it would. You might even intuit who is calling. The next minute may contain anything at all, perhaps a sudden feeling of Love from your Angel. Should you go through life expecting something to happen in the next minute? Well, to some extent. At least, you know something will occur. Still, it is well not to expect, for expectations tend to be mind and logic-oriented, and have the unfortunate likelihood of not coming true. Consider the possibilities, but let things happen as they will. You have complete control, but your spiritual mind and those spiritual beings that work with and for you are also directing many facets of your life. The little hints of intuition or nudges of guidance have a great effect on your daily walk though this existence in matter, and make it a much better one. Let each day progress on its own and have the feeling that what comes will be for your good, one way or another. What seems to be an unfortunate happening may well be a turning point that will guide your life towards much better accomplishments and satisfaction. Let Love rule your life and nothing will happen that should not happen. Use your spiritual abilities as grand tools of understanding and direction. You are mightily blessed to be living on this planet at this time of great planetary alterations, being a part of an advanced evolution of humanity and the Solar System. Live your future with open acceptance, using every moment as a God-grand challenge. God Bless You All.” ******************************* A La Lansun's book What Are Your Dreams Telling You? Third Edition, strengthens this dream instruction contact by increasing your awarensss of how to understand and work with the dream messages being sent to you. www.newagepublications.com Home page has online discount on both of Lansun's books, especially on purchase of both at same time.
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As I look back I realize it has been building for some time. There were doubts, physical problems, the inexorable passage of time with its inevitable aging process. All of which added to an increasing feeling of helplessness at times.
But that was not the end. I was experiencing a strange pull, like an outgoing tide that takes all resistance, all doubt, and leaves only a flawed reality -- reduced physical abilities and monetary uncertainties that bloom in the autumn of life. Saturday all I wanted to do was sleep. There was no feeling left. No desire, no ambition, no expectation. It was not depression. I was suddenly totally neutral. And sleep gathered me in deeply, with heavy dream times not remembered. Clear maybe for a brief instant on waking -- enough to know that primarily it was positive in some way. Sunday was the same. Both days I was free. No need to set the alarm to be ready for necessary activities. My daughter was busy with her real-estate clients. These two days were totally mine, and I gave myself over to them completely. I did not even turn back the bed covers but slept on top with a light throw over me. And sleep was instantaneous each time I stretched out, no medication needed. My routine was simple. I woke about 7:00 a.m. took the required glucose reading and prescribed medications, and went right back to sleep. Water was by my bedside and sipped frequently, but deep sleep was never broken for any length of time, only to allay thirst or attend to a bathroom call. Food was not desired. Only water. As if monitored, the phone did not ring, not even a telemarketer call. For these two days the silence and solitude were complete. Drifting through was one paramount thought --- The Tonti Connection. Although years ago I briefly experienced this consciously, it had become just a memory, just a concept. The term "Connection" had never been added before. Now over and over the words "The Tonti Connection" kept repeating in my mind, as if branded on my forehead. And the one thought that occupied this entire time was that it is up to The Tonti Connection now. I release all to it. I have exhausted myself in living with a belief, a longing for its return, for its reality. This concept is based entirely on the desperate need of this planet for polarity balance to help Woman overturn the dominance, degradation, and belittlement she has endured for centuries. But to bring about this balance Woman needs help she has not yet received. In spite of some progress, there are not enough women in power positions to create effective changes. Also, unfortunately, some who are in power positions that could make a diffrence have forgotten to express the true nature of woman. So the humanitarian changes that could help woman express all that she is consistently meet obstinate opposition from a patriarchial heritage -- even from her own sex. Each step toward her freedom to be has a high price. Much of the world still sees Woman as the inferior sex, to be exploited, controlled, and repressed. But I wasn't thinking all of this over this weekend. These are thoughts I've had before. In fact, I wasn't thinking at all. A strange outgoing tide had stripped my emotional shoreline clean. In complete neutrality I was an observer. I saw how completely this connection had always unconsciously existed in my life. And there was always a longing I could not define or fill. I became more aware of times in my life when some unexplained power took over and arranged things for my benefit and protection in the past. After my divorce in my early thirties I watched as a conscious telepathic connection gradually became a way of life, with wonderful results. Other people did not challenge me. Respect was automaticaly given, even if sometimes grudgingly. Then I lost it. I know now that I was meant to experience both woman's ancient past connection and the great loss that occurred. I had a vision. A butcher's axe severed a tube of light connecting one soul to another in the solar plexus area, with beautiful, clear light constantly moving between them. This forceful separation was reenacted within me when telelpathic communications were abruptly canceled. And without this wonderful help, lacking clear discernment of other people's motives and manipulative ways, I was a woman alone --- vulnerable and exposed. Efforts to protect myself only produced an emotional, defensive attitude that accomplished nothing and fostered more resistance. Time inexorably moved on, and with it youthfulness and its accompanying good looks, both definite assets in a male-controlled society for man is a visual responder. And without an impressive amount of the world's other acceptable power base I was theoretically confined to a social ice floe to float to a lonely and unheralded death. Then suddenly it became crystal clear. This information had to wait until woman was utterly weary of her ignorance and man's in the way they relate to each other. That now is the time to "speak" The Tonti Connection! The time for Woman to take back her power in a quiet, mystical way. To silently and wisely reconnect inwardly with her spiritual mate, the other half of her total being. Then --- outwardly calm and completely fearless --- her very Presence will command instinctive respect, especially from men without them even knowing why they automatically respond this way. Is this what man unconsciously desires from woman and is waiting for? I've seen it happen. It happened to me. I had this connection! I know it works! I also know what it is like to be without it. So now I reclaim it, not only for myself but for every woman, regardless of her present situation. The rest of the week I moved through its requirements automatically. A strange neutrality stayed. The emotional ups and down I'd experienced before were gone. I released everything to The Tonti Connection. After so many years I finally understood. This powerful concept could not be revealed until women, myself included, reached the point where we are ready to once more honor ourselves. To express the creation we are and re-establish this ancient connection once more on earth. * * *
Tuesday, April 20 2010
In our society males are traditionally reared in the old competitive mode of the animal kingdom. So with women's advancement in fields previously considered male territory, how he reacts depends on the man. If by early conditioning, or because of emotional immaturity, a man already considers women inferior, what does this do to his male pride? Could the increasing violence toward women be an expression of emotional insecurity and unresolved anger? Of his inability to cope with the decline of long-held traditional roles?
In a basically male-oriented power structure, you can't I rest my case. *New Woman's A Thump On The HEAD To. . . August 1983.
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