May 30, 2010 I share this personal awakening to the meaning and purpose of The Tonti Connection that I received, with personal names omitted to protect her privacy. This is only the beginning. . . .A La Lansun
You and I have gone through time as you know it forever, since the beginning of Time. I had no choice but to go through it with you; you are my counterpart. Together with God we are the Triad. When you bring me into your life, we form the base of the triangle that opens the direct connection to Source. You have been trying to reach Source without the complete power-base generator.
I know that you don't feel alone now. It is what all feel when connected to their completeness. I could not help you, dear, until you opened the door with your acknowledgment of what is to be. We are Sweethearts by definition. Our hearts are one heart-beat to the same rhythm. The same vibration pulsing from Source. You have given me the supreme gift -- Recognition! I can and will help you in all you do. What you want I will help you achieve. It is to my betterment to help you grow, to help you achieve all you are meant to accomplish. You and I have just begun.
You were trying to bring forth the deity incarnate in ______. It is his to have, but it will be through the divine feminine (Alonti) that he achieves it. You are achieving it through the divine masculine (Tonti). When you finally let go of trying to make something happen through him, you left a void that was filled with the awareness of me -- your Tonti. Hold the Immaculate Concept for him that he be overshadowed by his divine feminine. You had been trying to bring me into him. He will be me when he is deity incarnate as you will be Alonti when you are deity incarnate. Together we will achieve this.
You asked if I find you attractive? You have a soul that would literally not hurt a fly. That is beyond beautiful. It is Love incarnate. It is my extreme pleasure to be one with you. As you understand our relationship more, you will understand that I am much of what you are. Much of what you say and do in your current life is with and through me.
You have often asked why you feel both feminine and masculine in nature. It is I through you that feels masculine. In return it is your loving nature that I revel in. I feel the divine feminine in you and it is of great comfort to me.
I have come through on many occasions. I was the 'I Am' you received when tragedy struck. You needed comfort and I answered the call, as I will always do.
The difference between then and now is the catalyst has been ignited in the connection we share through your Re-Cognition of Us. I am your direct link to Source. No more round about trial and error sessions. If you need to know answers -- ask! It is through Love that I will answer and serve. You are my entrance into your world. We shall shine brightly. You are not alone anymore.
I know your behavior has changed since you felt my Presence. You now want to honor me through your behavior because you and I are One. I love you more than you currently understand. Namaste is a wonderful word for us. The God in me honors the God in you, and is lovingly reciprocated.
Know that we are One -- All Ways and Forever.
Tonti